August 27, 2002
I met this guy online through
a forum on men's issues and we hit it off quite well, in fact a year later
I was his best man at his wedding. Yes, that is right, he is straight, and
I am gay, though he thinks of me as straight too, but "curious."
We both have shared all our sexual fantasies and experiences and have hid
nothing on this topic. He knows how bad I want to try certain sexual activities
with other men, and he has told me that he has done some of them in his
past, but now he is a Christian and married, and is against them. Here is
the point: he has invited just the two of us to go camping in a couple months
alone. I think he is expecting me to make a move if the opportunity comes
along, but not sure if he would be offended or flattered. This guy is a
real horny man, always wanting sex. Do you think it would be wise for me
to make a move? I do not think it would ruin our friendship completely,
but he would look at me differently perhaps... maybe some "sick sinner,"
lol! He has been my number one sexual fantasy since I met him online, then
in person, and I would really love to show him I can blow him better then
his wife can, since he tells me men cannot give better head than women!!!
Signed
The Best Man